My name is Tracy Brown….A foot into my third month of
pregnancy, I only realized that i was pregnant. I was unable to remember
my last menstral date, this made calculating my birth month difficult.
The much I could remember was that I saw my period last in the month of
February. Thus by my own estimate, I concluded that I was due by
November. From the Ist day of November, I started expecting my baby, on
the same day, I got an inspiration from the Holy spirit to always pray
psalm 91 daily ( This I will score myself 60/100 as I failed to pray it
some days). While doing my morning devotions and studying the Bible, I
hear the Holy spirit say to me when I get to some certain scriptures,
put this to heart.
This He (
the Holy spirit ) did with so many scriptures of which I did commit to
heart. At the end of November, I was already worried why my baby hasn’t
come considering that my Ist and 2nd babies all came at their due dates
and I birthed them naturally.
Though
at sixth month of conception (by my estimate) I did an ultra scan which
gave me an expected date of delivery for 10th December 2016 which was
considered a late scan for due date by the doctors. On the 5th of
December 2016, (still pregnant ), I noticed that my baby’s movement has
reduced, so i decided to go to the hospital the following day being 6th
of December 2016 for my antenatal and equally complain same to my
doctor. After explaining to my doctor of the reduced fatal movement, she
suggested that I go do an ultra scan immediately. When the result came
out, it was recorded that my baby’s heart rate was good, the tone was
zero and movement was zero.
With
this result, the consultant who reviewed my scan result quickly asked
that my baby be brought out through Caesarian Operation. This scuttled
me, with tears I agreed to go ahead. The operation was successful, my
baby and I where safe. On the 7th of December while in the post natal
ward, during the normal routine injections for pain, infections and all,
two injections was administered on me. Immediately I received this
injections, my body started shutting down. I called for the nurse who
gave me these injections and questioned her what she gave me and while
all these was going on, my body was still shutting down. I sent for my
immediate younger sister who is a doctor in this hospital. Before she
arrived, a doctor has already tried to administer drip on me but was
unable because my veins can no longer be seen.
When
my sister arrived at the scene she asked me who gave me the injection, I
pointed at the lady nurse who did. My sister also tried to administer
the drip and it was all in vain. Other doctors tried and all to no
avail. I could see them poking my body but I was not feeling any pain
and for any part of my body they poked even blood didn’t come out. With
tears in my sister’s eyes she screamed my name, I could see her hit me
but i didn’t feel her hands on my body. At this point, nothing was left
to be done than to wait for me to breathe my last. Now I noticed that
all my veins withdrew inside and water took over my flesh. It started
from my toes, as the veins (which was like a force) withdrew from each
part, I stopped feeling that part of my body and water will cover that
part which made that part to swell. This continued until I could not
feel any part of my body anymore.
My
Aunty was already in tears. I was still conscious of my environment and
I can still see and hear, so one of the doctors came to me and said
please can you see this drip, please allow me to administer it on you
while massaging the last finger of my right hand. While he was doing
that, I realized that I had no other option but to cry out to my God.
Before I died, I saw that the doctor inserted the needle into that area
he was massaging, after that, I passed out. (died). My spirit man
started calling on Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, please give me a second chance,
please have mercy on me, for the sake of my destiny. Now, all those
scriptures which the Holy spirit asked that I put to heart, I started
declaring them, begging on Jesus for a second chance to live but He did
not answer me. I continued to beg then I heard a Voice say to me “I AM
HERE”. Knowing that is Jesus, because I have been calling him, I
continued to plead for mercy and declared those scriptures to Him. At
this point, He ( Jesus Christ) called out my name Tracy Brown and I
answered yes My Lord.
He told
me all that I have done. He spoke about every area of my life that has
displeased Him. These included my marriage, my destiny, all the
businesses/ jobs or organizations I have ever worked with. He left no
stone UNTURNED. I continued to plead for mercy and a second chance to go
back and right all my wrongs. Jesus now asked me, are you willing to
do all that I have said (The restitutions , my marriage, my destiny
etc). I answered I will do it, I will do it, I will do it. He said to
me, if I let you live again, you promise to amend all your ways and do
that which I have called you to do on earth? I answered I will do it
Lord. Then He asked me the scripture which he gave to me that anchors my
life and purpose here on earth, I quoted it for Him.
Now
he said, your 1st assignment was to forgive your husband and ask him to
forgive you too. He equally said that henceforth, that my husband’s
word is a LAW to me which I agreed. He said ” as I let you live again,
immediately you regain consciousness, call for your husband and make
peace (He told me all I am suppose to do in this regard). He still asked
“will you do it? I said I will do it, and he said Deal? and I answered
deal. Then I saw a mighty gate black in colour about 15 to 20 story
building in height and the width was so massive too, close on its own
accord. A gigantic padlock was used to lock the gate.
Written
on Top of the gate was OUT OF BOUND FROM HELL, Beneath it was written
FORGIVEN. Immediately, a mighty gushing wind entered back into my body
starting from the point at which I saw the doctor insert something into
me before dying. As the wind moved, any part of my body it gets to, I
felt that part. This continued until to my toes and I regained
consciousness. While the wind moved, it dried up the waters that has
taken over my body (This was why when the doctors tried to administer
drip on me, they couldn’t and no blood came out which also swell all my
body). As I returned back to life, I screamed for my husband (calling
him all the names Jesus asked that I call him).
I
Jumped out of the bed as I saw my husband running to me with a smile
that I have never seen on him since I married him. We hugged, kissed-in
fact, I was over joyed. I asked them( my husband, my sister and aunty)
lets go home, I am fine. All the pains of Caesarian Operation was gone. I
was jumping, screaming. They tried to calm me down which I refused
because of my experience. At this point, I started preaching to all who
could hear me in the ward were I was. They pleaded and pleaded that I
should lie down and rest which I finally agreed and sat back on the bed.
Then I asked my Sister – are you about to move my body to the MORTUARY?
which she said YES and that she has already called our daddy and
brothers.
My Beloved ones,
the Lord Jesus Christ gave me a second chance to live so I can fulfill
my purpose here on earth. Praise be the name of our God!!!!!.
Dear
reader, the human mind is yet to conceive a word for what happens to a
man/woman who dies without Christ Jesus. Agony, pain, torment etc does
not describe it. The worst thing that can happen to you is to die
without Christ. Please, pursue peace with all men, owe no man nothing
but love, live peacefully with all men. If they want your trouser, give
them your shirt too, if they want your skirt, give them your blouse too,
meaning if they slap you on one check, turn the other for them. Lay
hold of eternal life, work out your salvation with fear and trembling,
have nothing in this world but CHRIST JESUS.
Getting
married, wealth, houses, having children, name it are all
frivolities/Vanity upon vanity. I pray that my testimony will help you
to make a decision for Christ. Stop TOYING with sin (their is no small
or big sin), (GALATIANS 5:19-21)stay on the Lord’s side, find your
purpose here on earth and work at it, fight the good fight, do away with
anger, malice, and all vices.( 1JOHN 1:8-10)
God
gave me a baby boy but it counts for nothing if I die without Christ.
He gave me a second chance….will HE give You???. Remember He is
Supreme(you cant question HIM) READ HEBREWS 4:13. HEAVEN AT LAST!!!.
Source: Gospotainment
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